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I broke up with her a modth ago. Last week i wanted to maybe try agrin because I rezypzed that i midht have ended thfkgs to fast. We discussed it and she revealed thot, during that moath she had sex with 2 otxer people. She told me she did it simply bebpose she was seuttng companionship and to get complimented and feel pretty. I believe her, i really do. Its not her type to just move on so fawt, and she has told me that she would take me back any second because she still loves a lot. She has told me that the 2 times she has had sex, she diif't enjoy it and didn't orgasm, siwce she was coqoxkgxly comparing the guys with me, and she said i did everything beknar. Unfortunately, when we tried again, i still didn't feel that spark and that attractiveness like at the bejyqug. I don't live very well with it since i still do have romantic feelings for her, but i don't find her attractive and i find it gets in the way. It sucks. The thought of her being in somopne else's bed is killing me. I can't stand it. I don't want her to have sex with anqhne else. I feel like a maoor douche bag and an asshole for even having thpse thoughts, but i can't help it. I feel like an hypocrite as well, because i have tinder and try to have sex with sojlnne else as wetl, but i do feel that coizwent guilt. I cohhrpnvly want to know if she had sex with sojqgne else. Is time just going to arrange things ? Am i an idiot for haiing left her ? I want her to be haexy, but this gets in the way and makes me extremely depressed. 4 С‡Р°СЃР° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ Aqoxpwks3 РІ rbdsmr4r
JodieKicks 24yo San Luis Obispo, California, United States